Living in Hell and then Heaven……
Saturday, July 12th, 2008Lavenda was living in HELL for 2 weeks!
Reason? For another Fu*king guy. ya, the guy which i mentioned in "Does he knows?"
Causes Lavenda lived in hell-dom , suicidal… did not eat much… slept at day time… alcohol for almost every nights… drunk… barf… Fu*k Up life…
Then again, life is always Yin yang.. Thanks to friends around me, best frend, good frend, long lost frend.. who call me, text me all time.. comfort me.. walked to my apartment to just make sure i don’t jump down from 7th floor.. those who accompany drink and get drunk… who played pool with me, evin, linesh, laine.. starbucks with me… sunshine wth me… Lavenda will always remember you guys..
Today, Lavenda is much more stronger than yesterday. Lavenda is always happy like before ady.. wooo hoooo… I’ve learnt alot.. First thing of all.. NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH GUY WHO IS YOUNGER THAN ME…NEVER AGAIN… fu*k it!!! I will never never fall into this kinda kind anymore. NO MORE! Ends..
Past is past. Tattooo once inked, is inked. Spilled water will never be in the pile again. so? hitch the ride, and head forward!
Anyway, events coming up, Lavenda will be on the Mahkota Runway Model at 26th july at MP, come and c her ya.. =p Preview round and then the final is somewhere August.
Love you ,
Lavenda ( the faster stronger? )
*missing haiwan loads*
