Archive for July, 2007

Shutted my heart. SHUT

Sunday, July 29th, 2007

What is love?

Lame i would say..

The question has been rolling again and agian without an actual answer to it, even till today..

I met so many kinda guys came approach me.. they say they love me.. and i say wat? , i said " oh really? why me? "

and..

i get various of answers .. :-

a) because u’re nice person
b) because we chatted well on the net
c) because u are gorgeous
d) because u are slim
e) beacuse u looks so petite, unlike elephant
f) because u have a nice smell.
g) because i seems to knew u since a very long time ago
h) because i just wants u

i) because u’re sexy

j) because we getting along in MSN

The above answers are wat i really get in real life =)

not to praise myself or what.. but IT’s SUCKS!

hey u , come on.. dont say u love me if u r in below categories :-

a) U’re married
b) We never met, and we only chatted a few times in MSN
c) Because u love my LOOKS, hey come on, those are temporarily assets, they will fade one day ok.. love my heart , not my looks!!!!!!
d) To kill your free time
e) Need sex… Oh ya, there’s this convenient store in Geylang, go get one.. dont mess me!

well, if u’re so self-conscious, that u realise u’re in this categories i have mentioned, please get out of all the girls’s way.. i believe there’s non PROPER girl in this world that love this kinda guyz. *pissed*

Irritated,
Lavenda

Guys I met in my life.

Saturday, July 28th, 2007

Type 1 : They just wants to get into your pants.
Type 2 : They just yearn for your money.
Type 3 : They will never trust you.
Type 4 : They hide/lie something which u asked before for times and yet denial is what you always had in return.
Type 5 : They just wanna fool you.
Type 6 : When they did something wrong, they will defense themselves and attack you back in another way.
Type 7 : They scolded you all the time for nothing.

=) . sad cases.

by,
Strong Lavenda

Heart talk Part 2

Thursday, July 19th, 2007

A tiring day today.. went to classes, came back and guess wat i’ve got? hmm hmm..

PResssy!!!

orite,

PRessy number 1 of 19th July 2007
Sender: My lovely, sweet, cute, gorgeous darling Evoone Hoe
From : Penang all the way down to melaka.. so touchy..
PRessy : A big box PArcel..

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k.. as i have oredi promsie her, i wont open the parcel until satruday.. so ya.. let it be in my room for 2 more days :P

Pressy number 2 of 19th july 2007
SEnder : Ken
From : Mlk gua? not too sure ( touchy also la :P )
Pressy : a bonquet of my fav lilies and roses.. omg :P u’re just so sweet

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dah dah.. here it is.. oh ya, this is second pressy from him.. i think he’s trying to earn the title "MR . Give Most PRessies to LAvenda?" haa…

And also thanks to those who send in wishes in testi box and private msg.. especially The Backman, and Leng yein jie.. Johnson and etc etc… and also Bobby!! thanks for countdown=ing ok.. =P

Muaks and hugs and lotsa kisses and hugs and bao  bao and wen wen to all of u..
U guys makes my tiring day perfecto :P, Group HugsS!! mwahsz…

Sincerely from a-lil-happy angel,
Lavenda :)

Lavenda’s heart talk part 1

Tuesday, July 17th, 2007

A blue wednesday for me… Missed the class early in the morning.. sigh~~.. By the way, my birhtday is on the way.. and ya, it’s my 21st.. no big deal anyway.. these few weeks, felt kinda down and devastated over some spesies they named it GUYS /MEN/ Macho/ CHAcho.. wat eva… BUT.. my life seems alive since yesterday.. Cant imagine that, the least expectation indeed brings u big surprise wor :).. First it was Ken.. Thanks so much for your Chivas 12 oh.. appreciate ur lil token of bday pressy… Second attack, it was my darling willy.. She bought soething so sweet for me.. although is not terlampau super expesnive things.. but is not cheap.. and is so meaningful and sincere and omg.. i just love u so much willy..  i’ll be back .!! haha.. we’ve more fun ahead ya.. muaks.. and then the Third attack.. it was a self written, self composed song by a frend of mine.. GuoZhen.. omg.. i was so touched by you wei.. u melted my heart .. all the best to u in UK ya.. u better dont forget the angel who drop from the sky and .. pain la  =p… ANYWAY… thanks also for those who send in testi and early wishes in my frendster ( raymund, Jack, another Jack, the backman, alots more.. etc.. im so happy this year.. unlike last year.. where i sat alone cried over my birthday .. =)

somehow…

there’s always ying and yang … so when there’s good things happen.. there must be bad rite?? so here’s the nasty one.. and im hurt .. truly hurt by this person for the way he talks, the way he treated me, the way how he ended our frendship.. great job bro!! keep it up.. im strong, i can take it.. wat else that i nv been thru?? oh come on.. Let’s get it STINK!! haha…. me so happy to get hurt actually.. cuz there’s still so many nice ppl around me.. so sweet.. especiailyl those come from far away for my birthday party this friday… those who take efforts, take bus and all the hassle.. i llove u all.. so for the stink ppl, come and hurt me as much as u can ya.. at least i learn something le.. =)

oh ya, and for those ask asked my address, to send me parcel i know.. of i know.. im not 3 years old kid.. thanks u guyz k.. love u bunch.. specialyl the on at penang.. u better roll back asap.. im gonna hugs u real tight.. .. and ken? 2nd pressy? 1 garden of……? make sure u make it .. lol.. kidding la.. 1 lily ok.. lovely and sweet..=) orite.. till here.. update to u guyz agian..

Love love love is in the air.. without u guyz, im nothing.. living in the dark…. now im like an happy girl!!! keke.. muaks…… XOXOXO

Love whole heartedly,
Lavenda Boo Boo =p

when u tell me that u love me

Sunday, July 1st, 2007

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know whats beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everythings easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me